I started this because I don't want to be another one of those people that airs all of their personal stuff out on Facebook. I want to be able to talk and say my peace without anyone judging me(at least not anyone that knows me). I thought this would be an appropriate outlet.
I was going to post something like this out on Facebook: "Sometimes it comes to a point where there is no time for emotions or discussions. You must simply delete your feelings" Rather than delete my feelings, I choose to put them here, where I can reflect on them. I have been to a Psychologist.....they cost money. They don't really help as much as I think they should and you spend most of the time trying to get all of the things on your mind, out in the open. With as much as I have going on, I need an hour just to get through all the stuff I want to talk about and say. I just need to say the things that I want to say without having to burden a family member or a friend. Some say god is the answer. Tell your thoughts and feelings to god. Well that's fine and dandy, I WILL do that, but I need to be able to look back at my progress and see how far I've come.....or digressed.
As for the format....I'm not sure. I will probably post multiple times in one day, and then have maybe a week where I say nothing. I am going to keep this anonymous. Names will be replaced with fake ones, and if someone other than myself decides to read this....I don't know. It will probably be a waste of your time. I have had thoughts about making some of the things in my life a book, or something else. I know that if prepared properly the events could really be quite interesting to look over. Perhaps this blog will prompt me to do so.
I hope that I have the motivation to put my thoughts here regularly. I often start things and have good intentions of keeping up with them, but then I forget...and things take my attention away. Anywho, welcome......and here goes nothing.....
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